dancing to the hopeless romance.

I deleted everything I just wrote. I’m just really overwhelmed. And the people I’m supposed to be able to go to are the ones I feel like I can’t go to right now. And it’s not fair. I shouldn’t have to go through all of this just to be. And I’m rambling and sounding like an idiot. Maybe I’m wrong. But either way how I’m feeling sucks. I can’t deal. Arghhh.